An open letter to the other side

A moment of silence to wipe the tears.

To the person I love the most.

I will never forget you, ’cause I don’t want to.

I love every part of you.

Your eyes. Your nose. Your lips.

The way you speak.

The way you smile and laugh.

The way you brush your hair.

I love the way you cared about me.

I feel safe every time I’m with you.

Every time you hold my hand.

I feel comfortable whenever I hear your voice.

I always love the way you sing for me.

To my dearest friend. To my special one. To the one I cared the most.

Sorry for not fighting back.

Sorry for letting you go.

Sorry for being weak.

Sorry for breaking your heart.

We made our promises with each other.

And I was hurt to think that I broke them.

I was hurt to think I let you go that easy.

I was hurt to see you crying.

I was hurt to see you breaking.

I was hurt to see you being hurt.

I was torn between you,

My family,

My decision,

My Religion.

I’m sorry for hurting you,

For causing you pain.

When I told you that I was falling out of love.

I lied.

It hurts so much I can’t breathe.

It hurts so much I cried.

You called my name,

And told me that you love me,

That you’re willing to fight for me.

But I refused to stay and bid you goodbye.

I left you calling my name,

Begging me to comeback.

But then,

I choose to pretend that I don’t hear you.

I ran as much as I can.

I hear you crying,

And it breaks me.

The moment I take my back on you,

I couldn’t move. I couldn’t make a step.

I just can’t.

Even if I want to.

You called my name,

And told me you love me.

That you’re willing to fight for me

But I reply you with goodbye.

I left you calling my name,

Begging me to comeback.

But then,

I choose to pretend that I don’t hear you.

I ran as much as I can.

I hear you crying and it breaks me.

That moment,

I wish I had the strength to fight with you.

I wish I had the right to be with you.

Years passed.

You’re now making a name

In the field you choose.

You are now a successful Engineer.

I’m glad you make your dream come true.

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